Where have I gone? I don't know... All I do these days is sleep and feel less and less capable of functioning. The things I once loved and cared about have slowly evaporated into thin air... and I don't know how to get them back, how to find my way back from this nothingness, this bland state of not caring and barely functioning that has become my life. This isn't what I want, this isn't how I want to live, I feel like a gray/old photo of myself, of what I used to be, of what I could be... and I don't know what to do. I'm even starting to loose my best friends becuase they clame they don't know me anymore... I hate this... This limbo... This exaustion... This dead end... but I don't know how to turn around. I fucking hate this.......